Good Mourning

Current mood: thoughtful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

Does the love of a life ever die?. Perhaps, freed, it takes on greater integrity. What i can say is that a great love, if based on great friendship should never die.

Is this what it takes to re-discover a friend?

Each of us is undergoing a period of mourning, because the separation marked the death of any known future. We are doing this so calmly and kindly, yet with considerable yearning and anxiety.

Finallly it has marked a point at which simple honesty has necessitated acceptance.

I still think he's hot - and he still thinks I'm hot. Makes it even more painful.

Agghhh so I love love. Unconditional true pure love. I stand before you, an unabashed idealist and incurable romantic. I believe in destiny. And I'm hoping that's why this has all happened ~ that "Something Better" lies in store for me.

I have been crying at strange times. At a dinner for no reason. Or walking into my office. Or as I drive along. I have irresponsibly spent a lot of money on clothes. And now it is time for me to stop.

He actually seems to be really focused on work - which is a great thing. He seems to be sad. But not in any obvious way. He contains it. I can feel his pain.

So, I'm spending time out; being spontaneous! - spending time with new and old friends who have taken wonderful care of me. Thankyou to my friends.XXX

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